Friday, January 29, 2010

The difference with no Intan


So, as we all know.. Intan dah nak pergi SBP.. tawu tak yang kitorang kat sini sedeiy yang sesangat? tapi we need to accept the fact yang kitorang nak bagi dia pegi in order to see her having a life of success.. Kesian cipot kena duduk sorang2 dekat depan.. sitting beside an empty chair adalah sangat-sangat frustrating.. Aku nak sangat duduk tepi dia, but then I don't have the heart of letting Liana being alone.. Tengok wani being alone pown aku tak sampai hati jugak, so macam mana niew?! AKU CONFUSED! someone help! dulu kalu aku nak cakap2 pasal super junior la, boys over flowers la, memacam pasal korea2 nie, mesti aku carik intan.. habes sekarang aku nak cari sapa niew? hari tue masa dekat biology lab, aku tengok tepi aku.. it was an empty chair, only God knows how hurt I was msa tuew.. Sakitnya hati aku literally aku dapat rsa, and so I told wani about it.. Wani pown start la sedey, bla wani sedeiy, aku jadik lagi sedeiy la.. haihh.. kenapala nak kena ada this farewell?? padahal tahun nie la aku baru nak rapat-rapat dengan diorang.. Wani siap nangis lagi kot masa dekat biology lab tuew, msa aku tengok tears falling down from wani's eyes, aku tried my best to be strong and comfort her, tapi bla mata aku terpandang kerusi sebelah aku tuew, serious shit memang rasa cm nk nangis.. aduuuh..
Dulu, intan selalu suruh aku salin cepat2 dekat board sebab dia x nampak, sebab dia tak bawak spec.. now, for who do i copy the things on the board quickly?? untuk sapa aku nak sms bila aku nampak super junior dalam tv? to who??
Aku teringin sangat nak cakap dekat intan, "don't go" tapi aku tawu aku salah kalu aku buat macam tuew.. as the saying goes la kan.. if you love someone, let them go..

Intan, if you're reading this.. please know, yang tati yang manja terlebih nie rindu sngat dekat hang.. every morning aku nanti tengok tepi aku, wishing you were there.. sometimes aku akan think of possibilities yang akan buat hang ada dekat situ.. aku rindu bla hang akan cakap, "can you feel my heartbeat?".. Intannn... aku tatau nak cakap macam mana dah, but I miss you too much.. I cried too much.. can you do me a favour? please don't forget our memories together, please don't forget us all..

-Tati

1 comment:

  1. ty.. soo sorry...
    i hve to leave u guyz...
    i need sme xperience in my life...
    and lg best klo xperience nie kta suma involve...
    lps nie xdak spa dh la nk bg news yg hot about korea....

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